Dear God,I want a DSLR camera for my birthday.

I'm overwhelmed by what Jacob Reeve shared about Jesus' jealousy love for us this weekend. Jesus can't wait to come and marry me. He can't wait to show me the chamber that he has spent years to build for me. Oh my God, the covenantal relationship has blown me away. I don't get it, Lord...I don't get it, who am I that am worth of your son to die for? And all you want in return is what? My life? which was also created by you. My little head is overwhelmed by this big idea of God's. Now, I can't wait to come into this covenant with you to unite with you!

I feel extremely secured, when I heard that there’s no exist plan in a covenant. For so many years, I was living under the shadow of separation. I’m physically separated from what they called loved ones, my parents and good friends. Emotionally, I don’t feel much connection with them. Separation is a lesson of life for me, says dad, one of many things you need to face in life. But one of the few things I hate to face in life. I wasn’t been unloved, nor neglected, but I was been separated. It hurt me. I was been separated from myself. I don’t like the feeling when the people I like left me physically, even for a short period of time. It makes me sad. Still remember when I was little, I would cry every time seeing my mom or dad leaves for business trip at the airport or train station. I didn’t like going to those places back then. Separation was painful for me.

God knows how I feel like to be left alone or separated. He also knows how joyful it is to be together forever. That’s exactly what he’s aiming for, to unite with me and never leave me. He wants to heal my heart by making this covenant with me, and plan to love me no matter what I do. God, I’m in. This covenant was made for me, and I like it. I can’t wait to be together with you for rest of my eternality.
I’m ready to drink the wine to response to your proposal.
Seal my heart, oh Jesus.