我要献祭

主耶稣，我想用我的时间来敬拜你。我一定要学会如何安排好我的时间，然后来荣耀你名。虽然我在这方面真的很缺乏智慧，但是我就是要come to you with my nothingness, 就是要和你在一起，我讨厌没有你的日子，我讨厌离开你的感觉，我要抓紧你的手，永远不放开。 求你用你喜乐的灵恩膏我，我想要被你真正的喜乐充满！请你将你对我生命中这个月的应许全部行出来，一丝都不可漏掉！！
耶稣，我爱你
~嘿嘿~

hey you!

hi guys, i know it's been awhile since last post.
wanna update couple things here with y'all.

1. i wanna say sorry to my beloved dear friend miss.JENNI!! i am so sorry,dear! i was extremely tired on monday after 4 classes! i didn't want to turn on my computer at all! so....i went to bed around 10ish~ i will definitely make it up to you!! for sho!! would you please forgive me :(

2. i got a job!! where? at a shoe store right of Soto St. and Ceszer Chavez in LA! our customers are mainly Latinos, 98% i would say! out of 98% , maybe 80% of them speak Spanish!! that's right!! joy's learning Spanish!! would knows how to say $9.99 in Spanish? i will give you a lollipop!! please pray for me, to get connected with my co-workers,and bring God's glory to that store,yeah? Marketplace ministry! :D

3. i had a dream of my super god son AUSTEN!! xixi. in my dream,he's about 1 or 2 yrs old, he looks beautifuly handsome!!hah,,that's right~ beautiful as Annie,handsome as Jack! haha,,soooo cute!! i was figuring out whether Austen looks more like Annie or Jack, guess what,he looks like Annie + Jack! haha~~ soo cute!! >3<

4. this is a bit serious! i just listened to a recommended radio station by my English professor. it's KPCC FM 89.3 it's been a week that i've listening to it, i found out that every night around 7-8pm, there's a topic about religion/beliefs, mainly to christians. It is not quite encouraging, in fact, i've listen to it for two nights, they have talked about some false things happened in a big church, so and so pastor did this and that, he led his congregation down, the church downsized from 700 people to 120. stuff like that~ and they have invited one of the board to speak in the show and ask him questions. this guy basically said couple bad things about this pastor, and how sad he is,blah blah blah. at the end, he said he will try his best to re-build the church, and give people faith and hope. HE DID NOT GIVE A PIECE OF GLORY TO GOD! it was all about how good he will be to help the church and people. BS!!!!!!
that wasn't a biggie if you compare it with today's topic!!! OMG~~ this stupid show invited a speaker his name is BART EHRMAN,who's a professor at the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill, Dr. degree in religious studies and all that jazz. He said he was a BORN-AGAIN believer of Jesus and the Bible when he was in high school. Never doubt anything about what the Bible says,blah blah~ after he read the book call God's Problem, he started to doubt about his belief. blah blah~ He's a historian, studied the Bible in Greek, found out there are so many errors and contradictions in the Bible. and now he's giving speeches all around universities of America, telling how the Bible is not true, and we shouldn't believe in God. blah blah blah ~ i was pretty angry as listening to it while driving home! gosh~ i don't know what's up with this guy, but one thing i know for sure, HE NEEDS HOLY SPIRIT!!! so i started to pray for him, pray that God's Spirit will come upon him even tonight, even i'm typing right now! i could feel anger, stubbornness, and hurt in this man's life. i'm sure he's been through tough things in church or around chrisitans. But, LORD!! have mercy!! have mercy on Bart Ehrman!! release Spiritual dreams to him! every night!!

sorry guys, my emotion got a little passionate.

go check out his website,
http://bartdehrman.com/index.htm
lay your hand on his face,and pray in Jesus name!
AMEN~


again,i've been asking this question so many times,
why in the world that most of the college professors reject Christianity, and even make fun of Jesus and His believers?