what am i doing?

Annie asked me a question tonight,

"what's your goal for spiritual growth lately?"


hmmmmm...good question, i haven't thought of it in a long time..
what am i doing? i don't know.
am i putting my heart into school? hmm..maybe not ...
then what am i doing?? ..i really don't know..
worshiping the Internet and xiaonei,and QQ, i guess?
do i have any plan? no,i truly don't.
then what am i doing again?? i told you,i don't know !!! uuuuggghh...
i gotta go pray now ...my heart aches for myself.




pray for me if u see this, please.....!!