Friday, December 26, 2008

The Joy of the LORD Is My Strength

Today I encountered what The Word says, "The Joy of the LORD is my strength."

Before I went out, I was soaking in God's presence. Speak tongues, sing and worship Him sort of thing. I ask God to give me strength and love. Cuz I know I will be driving around and pick up people. It was a real good tender time with my buddy HS. I remembered my "Christmas wish" to Daddy, which is to go deeper with Him and understand Him more. I ask God, "How can I go deeper with you? How can I know you more? " God just simply answered, "Through My Word." Wow!! It was simple and clear! Man, I really need to read more of His Word!! I left home with the verse, "The Joy of the LORD is my strength."

Thanks to Jenni sista! You are awesome!!! Although she wasn't feeling well, but she's still willing to go pick up the new friends with me at West LA, near santa monica. And guess what? God listened to our prayer; she got healed right in my car! Ha..Hallelujah!! she's been so supportive with communicating with the new friends! God bless you,sista!! You are my dear Driver's Assistant (DA)! Ha …feed me food, hand me water, switching my glasses like crazy! ha,,so fun to drive with you!

Pick up new friends from West LA, dropped them off at Andy's, take nini home, pick up Blair at her house, waited Yoyo to get off work, then final destination—Andy's. I did not feel tired at all, yet full of JOY!!! Praise the Lord!!!! I knew exactly why, it was the JOY of the Lord give me strength!! How cool~~~~!!!

Awesome Christmas with cell peeps! You guys rock~~~

Pictures will be uploaded soon!

Monday, December 22, 2008

Love the smell of winter




Just found out one of the accounts is going $-169.99 when I was about to get some cash. Ha!

Life with Jesus is fun and awesome. Project Elisha is boosting both my and yoyo's faith in Him. How cool!

My God, Your grace is always enough!

Thank you for the healing miracle in our cell group, WE WANT MORE!!!

I need to go deeper with God. Go deeper in my understanding of His love. Maybe this is my Christmas wish for my big daddy J

Hope Jack likes his present from Impact!

I will miss 2008 for some reason~ I will! Moreover, I can't wait for 2009! My 20th year on earth! God, what will happen???

Thursday, December 11, 2008

God, have mercy on me! Forgive me!!

"Great spiritual leaders have a personal relationship with the Creator that drives them to obedience, and reveals the mind of God. It is their obedience and spiritual insight that establishes them as mature, God-chosen leaders. It is their obedience that sets them apart from others, and it is because of their obedience that others choose to follow them.

If you want to be an anointed leader – strive for obedience in public and private, in word and deed, and, most of all, in thought. It is our thoughts that lead us to action. Obedient thoughts lead to obedient action."

By David Watson

From Honduras


 

God, i know i'm not qualified to be a spiritual leader. But you have so much grace and mercy over me!

Lord, i need to come to you with repentance, i did not live a life of obedience, and i know it's a sin when i disobey your words. God please have mercy on me. God, you see my flesh is weak, but my spirit is willing. Set me apart, Lord.

i need to be the mature, God-chosen leader, who lives in obedience!

i need to honor and obey Him in public and private!

Let my thoughts and action be pure and pleasing to You! My Jesus!

Holy Spirit, you are my helper! You need to be with me!!

God, i am yours!


 

joy bao

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Man who lost family when jet hit house: I don't blame pilot

http://www.cnn.com/2008/US/12/09/military.jet.crash/index.html?iref=mpstoryview


i strongly encourage you to read this CNN top news!!
this brother in Christ lost 4 relatives in one day, yet he did not blame the pilot who crashed his jet into the man's house, yet, the brother tell the people to pray for the pilot,who would not suffer from the accident!! That's love of Christ and forgiveness right there!! i pray all of us can be like this brother!!


God,i pray for brother Yoon right now, that your Spirit will continue fill his heart and comfort his soul. God,sometime we really don't understand your will, so please reveal your heart to us. You once again tell the world about your great love and forgiveness by taking away four lives. Although it's bit too much for a brother to understand, but he stood strong and courageous before you. please bless him and his family. let his testimony be heard through the globe.

Monday, December 1, 2008

Run After You




I want to run after you, to the ends of the earth.

Bring me into your chamber.

Your love is better than wine.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

awesome singing by 1 man!!




this video clip reminded me of our beloved brother Johnny Wang. Johnny boy, i dare u to do a similar version of this!!wahahahaa

Monday, November 10, 2008

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i touched bass last sunday,,it felt pretty fun. learned 2 keys ^^
plus shinny said i look good with instrument~ yah!

i miss jack and annie,,hope they're doing well in southern TW. May God protect them.


guess what? i don't have school till thursday! omg~~ super long weekend!! i love Jesus, yah!


hope God will give Andy,Shinny,and me more wisdom and revelation of leading the friday night cellgroup...right now we have a handful of new friends,and they want to love Jesus !!


My best friend in China, "Grace", she encountered God's healing miracle AGAIN couple days ago. Praise Jesus!! Man,,,This girl's on fire for Jesus now!! More,God,MORE!!!!




p.s. I love you,Jesus

Friday, October 31, 2008

Day 3

totally forgot to bring my big'o water bottle to school today >.< !!!
and guess what, i got a B on my English midterm,which was an amazing + extra grace from God!! THANK YOU,JESUS!!!!!!!!!!

i'm going to SD with shinny and andy aft cellgroup,just a reminder for myself.
can't wait to see my Britt and Marada!! roomies forever~!
watched Body of Lies with a friend,,interesting movie~

too tired ..gotta go to bed now~

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Day 2

Day 2 was alright,went to school with my big'o water bottle,which was insanely heavy!
Jasmine fed me with some coffee cake. thanks,sweety!
honestly, i cheated by the end of day 2 by eating Indian! ha....it was really good :)

wanna share something amazing!
my best friend in China,Grace (i named her by Grace,she's still have some concerns of accepting it..) ,anyway,
she told me that one of her girlfriends wanted to accept Jesus,so she gave my QQ number to the girl. i was all excited.
the girl told me she was feeling depressed last week,so my friend Grace shared how when she pray to God, God made her heart fill with joy and everything. so this girl got really interested, and she started to pray to God. "every morning when i wake up, i pray to God to give me a happy day." she continued pray like this for 2 days, and she felt absolutely happy! she noticed that God is listening to her prayers!
i'm like,,,DUDE!! she's encountering God!!
so i shared some basic good stuff with her,, u know, who's Jesus, what does the cross represent,how much He love us...all that goodies..
she was amazed by how much God loves her.
she's getting a Bible soon!
if u are reading till here..please do pause for a min. and pray for me, my friend Grace,and this girl named Duan Wanjun.
ask God to pour out His love and joy among these girls! let them carry the Spirit of Jesus, to attract others! let them be the Light in the school. May God's word live inside of them. that they will encounter the joy that's unspeakable!
thank u all!
there are so many lost souls in china,that they CRAVE for God!!!

Monday, October 27, 2008

Day 1

bought a 1.5L bottle,ready to fill myself up with water!
i was lost lastnight in the City of bell gardens....
drove to montebello and dwney today with eric,did some market researching.

how far would i go for Jesus?
how far would you go for Him?

Hebrews1:1-3
Lord,i want to live in your glory! Jesus,teach me how to live a glorious life like yours.
i love you,son of God.


By the way,i found a feather in my room,right next to my bed!!!!!

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Lord,I Give You My Heart

Written by:Julie Meyer



Lord,I give You my heart
All of my thoughts
My hopes and dreams
Lord,I give You my heart
To do whatever
Take me wherever
I'm willing

No matter how long the road is
No matter how far it might be

I'm cling to the One I do love
I'm cling to the One I do trust
And I'll carry on

No matter the quest before me
Lord,I'll do my best to seek You

I'm cling to the One I do love
I'm cling to the One I do trust
And I'll carry on

Monday, October 6, 2008

CALL OF DUTY!!

CALL OF DUTY HAD BLOWN ME AWAY!
after filling by the Holy Spirit, i felt like a new born Christian!
i felt my heart is no longer heavy as before. God had set me free! Hallelujah~!
Pastor Mike is an awesome warrior of God. i pray i have his courage.
satan really sucks!! i wanna smash your head off !!! uuuurrrggg!!! .\ /.

i was looking at some of the old notes from IHOP last year..wow, God really literally answered every single of my prayer!!! Thank You,Jesus!! you are awesome!
Lord, i need the oil of intimacy..i want to be engaged in your presence~~
you have given boldness and courage to me! make me your awesome warrior!! use me,God
i'm gonna start something in my school.
enemy,i'm warning u,u better run away!! cuz Jesus' coming!!!!


when all the people around me are sinning against God,i want to be Ezekiel,the only one listens and obeys God's voice.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

what am i doing?

Annie asked me a question tonight,

"what's your goal for spiritual growth lately?"


hmmmmm...good question, i haven't thought of it in a long time..
what am i doing? i don't know.
am i putting my heart into school? hmm..maybe not ...
then what am i doing?? ..i really don't know..
worshiping the Internet and xiaonei,and QQ, i guess?
do i have any plan? no,i truly don't.
then what am i doing again?? i told you,i don't know !!! uuuuggghh...
i gotta go pray now ...my heart aches for myself.




pray for me if u see this, please.....!!

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Apostolic Prayer!!

Pray this prayer for yourself, and your friends!



Ephesians 1:17-19

that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, may give to you the spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of Him, 18 the eyes of your understanding[c] being enlightened; that you may know what is the hope of His calling, what are the riches of the glory of His inheritance in the saints, 19 and what is the exceeding greatness of His power toward us who believe, according to the working of His mighty power


Friday, September 19, 2008

love u,jesus

had a great fellowship with new friend Lyn, she's sweet and amazing. :)
God bless her.
increase her desire for you, and give her a heart of worship.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

james wang

IF YOU HONOR GOD IN PRIVATE,
GOD WILL HONOR YOU IN PUBLIC.

Friday, September 12, 2008

i learned.

通过Stride rite Interview事件,i learned.
我觉得这是神给我的一个小小考验~
居然为了一个sales position,我可以“出卖”我的主日崇拜!
回头想想,6年来,我一共才miss过几次主日啊! 真的很猪头内!
人做事都有原则,即使是再好的offer,我也要hold住我的bottom line!

想到以后进入business field,突然哪天有个很tempting的offer,可以赚300万之类的,但是却会违背神的心意,那我要怎么办! 所以啊。。这次的小小考验我真的有学到东西~
虽然从双方很满意的面试到因为没办法give up我的sunday而失去这个工作,我心里很喜乐~ 我的神是供应的神,他只给我最好的。
真的很不worry!没啥好worry的~ MY GOD IS A BIG GOD.


Jeremiah 17:5-13
Yesterday,God delivered me from bitterness.
我真的是一边读神的话,一边得到安慰和释放。His Word became alive to me.
我在神面前悔改,因为我倚靠人比倚靠神多。就好像神自己形容的,那些人好像是沙漠中的杜松,在干旱炎热的沙漠中成长。uuuggg.好痛苦!
我在神面前得安慰,因为倚靠耶和华的人是受祝福的,好像栽在水边的树,即使是炎热的天气,叶子永远是青翠的,不停结果子。 神对我好好哦!

v.13 "people who quit following the LORD will be like a name written in the dust, because they have left the LORD, the spring of living water."
我不要我的名字写在灰尘上,我要我的名字刻在神的生命册里!!
同时我也为那些离开神的人哭泣。。。。他们好可怜啊~~~~
我的神是spring of living water!


谢谢耶稣,我最棒的朋友~
protect LD 和 Annie的小孩,让他、她可以健康的成长:)


阿门

Sunday, September 7, 2008

good God :)

in the past 3 days God had showed much of His Mercy and Love and SURPRISE over me and our church.

On Friday night, a healing miracle started our weekend!
a young man named David came in service with cast/bandage around his right hand. i knew God's gonna do something that night.
Our faithful Father in heaven healed David's broken knuckle, and when we asked him to test it out, this guy with big faith starting to do push ups with only his broken hand!! Praise Jesus!! HIS GLORY broke out all over the place!!

Saturday evening,under 100+ F' all of us with Triumphant young people went out for City Invasion!! Again,God showed up like He always does. a lady experienced inner-deliverance of the Holy Ghost right inside of CVS~! My SUSAN showed up too,but she rejected us.hahaha~~~ God is good, our group was gonna go to Pavilions in Arcadia, but instead we went to the plaza across the street from church. i wonder whether i would've met any Susan in Pavilions,ha!

Sunday,today we had an anointed worship time with the King. other than feeling God's presence and the Holy Fire, i just want to love Him like how much He loves me. i wonder how come we can never get enough of Him!!! omg....He is truly PERFECT!!!

still can't believe Annie's pregnant!!!!!!! Jack, you should've make the announcement more....more....serious?? = =|||
it'll probably take me 4-5 days to believe in this..haha~~~
again,
Congratulations, Ms and Mr. LEE !!!!!

in about 8 months, i'm gonna have a cute little gan son/daughter!!!wahahahahahahahaaa~~~ hmmm.....how does that feel? hahhaa..we'll see!!



the following is for my godbaby :)
hi baby,you are the blessing to your mommy and daddy and all of mommy and daddy's friends!! i'm your godmommy,ok? wahahhaaa..(still can't believe it >..<) godmommy loves you just like how much daddy and mommy love you!! although we can't see each other yet,but i'll definitely talk to you alot in the next 8 months! haha...so u'll immediately recognize my voice when u come out! be a cute little healthy baby,grow big and tall and white~ ha! i can't wait to see you!!!!! aaaah....~~
i'll be praying for you,my godbaby!! stay in mommy's tummy and be guai guai,ok?
love you, muuuuuuuah~~~~


What a weekend!!! whoooo~~~ Praise Lord!!!

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

first day of Fall 2008

it's been a long day!!
i was in school for almost 12 hrs!! what a good student ah!!

today,i saw so many people walking with crutches on campus! i'm like,"what's wrong with all these people?!" later i realized,it is a sign from God to tell us that revival is coming to PCC!

i prayed for 4 GUYS with crutches. (Actually i was expecting girls,bcuz that's what i've received in the morning--girl with crutches) All of them kindly accepted my prayers,they were excited when i share some the healing testimonies with them.


1.Chris- a believer. he was born with this disease- his mind cannot control his legs,because his legs won't receive the signal. He said he felt good after the prayer. ok~ God,keep doing your creative miracles in Chris!

2.Mina(meeena)- broke his knee by playing basketball,just finished a surgery.who believes God can heal his knee. after two prayers,he felt nothing. well,praise God. i know you won't let him go~

3.Eddy- he broke his lower leg by playing soccer. he's in a hurry of sth,so i prayed for him afterwords. Jesus,please visit Eddy right now,and release your healing power! AMEN!

4.Philip- this guy was crazy."i was running on the freeway, and a car almost hit me, instead it went by my foot." ouch! the bones on his foot were broken. so i prayed, "Lord, open up the heaven,let your Holy Spirit heal Philip's foot right now,in the name of Jesus." a 5 second prayer,yet full of power and anointing! Boooom,Philip feels no more pain. ok,here goes another 6 second prayer, "In the name of Jesus,Philip's foot needs to be restored right now! healing miracle!" BAM,he lifted up both crutches,and starting to walk like a normal person!!! PRAISE JESUS! YOUR NAME IS BEING GLORIFIED RIGHT THERE IN PCC CAMPUS!



Guys! it's such a wonderful timing to see signs and wonders breaking in on our campuses!!
Let His name be glorified wherever we go!

Monday, September 1, 2008

fall 2008


School is starting!
Lord, let your glory fall in PCC !!

not my will,but your will be done!


my faith is big,because i have a big father!

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Praise Jesus

Praise Jesus !
for the LORD had heard my prayer!

My Mom took my grandma and a family friend auntie to the church we went last week! and they as well attended the bible class.
Mom said, "Jesus is with me right now." "I'm starting to read the Bible everyday."
She told one of her best friends to believe in Jesus,and gave her a Bible. the friend said she will go to Bible class to learn God's word.


PRAISE JESUS!
ALL THE GLORY GOES TO MY DEAR JESUS!


Lord,you call my Mom Anna, for she will be in your house until her last day.
Holy Spirit come and visit her, release spiritual dreams to her! give her supernatural faith to believe! protect her,God. overwhelm her by your love~ reward her by sharing your good news!

i love my mama!

Monday, August 11, 2008

08.11.08

joy's coming back!


yeah!



Sunday, July 13, 2008

grace!

yesterday(Sunday), me and daddy went to WenLing Church at WenLing,where Daddy works at. it was a great church, there was about more than 100 people at the Mandarin service, rest 1000+ wenling speaking people were in the main sanctuary. met a 20 year-old college girl who's sitting next to me,her name is xiaoxiao....she's nice and all that. i heard from xiaoxiao that she's attending a young-adults camp which this church hosting,there's gonna be about 200 college students gather worship and study the Word. (praise God!) i asked her ,was there any speakers from outside of china before,she said no, "it'll be awesome if your church can come!! are they all white people?" (hmmm..yea..we got two white guys = =|||) seriously,it'll be too cool if Impact can come and serve them! the young lady was preaching today was just great, she went to seminary for degrees and all that. i can see she has put much effort into her sermon and her christian life.....but God,fill her with your Holy Spirit!

pictures will be uploaded later.
wenling is a interesting place. a quote from dad, "wenling people have less education,but tons of cash." i really pray that God will manifest His love in this little town!




ps (i miss LA, jack&annie and many more!!!!!! i saw your farewell pix!! i'm gonna visit 620 when i get back!!! aaaahhhh!! my childhood memory!)

Monday, July 7, 2008

圣灵在我里面!

今天我被带去看中医。。我妈说我身体不是很健康,因为我吃很少而且脸上长痘痘。
刚进去那个房间我的心跳就开始加速。。(从小一进医院的自然反应)
第一次把脉。。。。说我心跳太快。。我说是因为我紧张~
过了一会。。。开始问我一大堆问题。。胸闷吗?头晕吗?心慌吗? = =。。。全部都是NO!!


。。。。。。。
说我的腰有小风湿。。得吃中药~~ 我才不吃那东西呢,闻到就想吐!我说等你下回看到我我就好了! 心想回家非得祷告好!!
还说我的"脉"太敏感了。。。 我心想,我有圣灵在我里面,能不敏感嘛! 还给他吓一跳~ 哈哈。。。


我就是有圣灵在我里面!!! 我就是喜欢圣灵!! 其他灵,闪边边!!

我要成为一个结果子的小枝子!
我要成为一个结果子的小枝子!
我要成为一个结果子的小枝子!
我要成为一个结果子的小枝子!
我要成为一个结果子的小枝子!
我要成为一个结果子的小枝子!
我要成为一个结果子的小枝子!
我要成为一个结果子的小枝子!
我要成为一个结果子的小枝子!
我要成为一个结果子的小枝子!
我要成为一个结果子的小枝子!
我要成为一个结果子的小枝子!
我要成为一个结果子的小枝子!
我要成为一个结果子的小枝子!
我要成为一个结果子的小枝子!
我要成为一个结果子的小枝子!
我要成为一个结果子的小枝子!!

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

The Ragamuffin Gospel

天国是属于那些不会想让自己外表看起来很虔诚,或是想令人印象深刻的人,甚至他们连让自己觉得很虔敬的想法也没有。他们不会谋划怎样让自己引人注目,也不会担心自己的行动会不会博得大家的称赞。

Monday, June 30, 2008

fever!!

i just had a bad fever today... God's grace saved my life just couple hours ago!
i've been feeling like i'm living in God's grace everyday. although i was more excited about online game, but my Mom asked me to share God's word and play those gospel DVDs for her and family. Man!! God's grace is surrounding me! she even said, she feels different when i'm not reading God's word to her.


i'm not going to korea and japan anymore.... which means i get to spend more time with family.

i'm really tired right now~~~>.<
God bless you all~

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

finally~

thank God! i can finally use my laptop la!!!
i miss you guys already!
it's pretty fun over here~~~i've been doing my devotion in the morning right after i woke up ....around 4:30-6:00am !! since i'm still a little jetlagging!!
this time i feel much closer and comfortable talking with family and friends. by God's grace, they all like to listen to me talking...hehe~~ so i get to share the gospel with them,and give them some good materials!

i've been reading about God's grace lately. it touches my heart deeply.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

time to GO.

joy is leaving LA in 13 hours!!
i'm encouraged by our new shirt, it says "can i pray for you?"

Man, i'm gonna wear it when i'm traveling around the world!!

Guys, this time i have a little burden in my heart, that is to see my friends and family to get saved!! as much as possible.
i'm carrying 10 bibles,2 of them are mine. please pray for the rest 8 bibles, let the Word of God will bring salvation and power to people! tons of salvation booklets and flyers~~~let them speak life!!

please pray for protection of my heart and soul. i will be spending time with family and friends, let the things i say/do be productive,because i want to bring God's glory to them while i'm having fun!

i will truly miss you'll~~ i know couple things will be changed when i'm back. my dear brothers and sisters, have faith in God! look ahead~~~~ let's hear what king David said in Psalms 144

"Praise be to the LORD my Rock, who trains my hands for war, my fingers for battle. He is my loving God and my fortress,my stronghold and my deliverer, my shield, in whom i take refuge.."

That's right~~~~just fix our eyes on Jesus! He is my # 1 !!


(please don't read the following paragraph unless you are ready to fight the battle with me!)

my God, i want to be strong in you and in your mighty power! i ask for a full armor of God so that i can take my stand against the devil's schemes. my God, i will be stand firm with the belt of truth buckled around my waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with my feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. in addition to all this, i will take up the shield of faith, with which i can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. i will pray in Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers ad requests. with this in my mind, i will be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.

也为我祈求,使我得着口才,能以放胆开口讲明福音的奥秘。

-----------------------Ephesians 6:10-19-------------------------


feel like i'm apostle Paul~ha! praise God.
i love u,jack&annie :)

Sunday, June 15, 2008

how much

The Father loves us in the way He loves Jesus. Jesus loves us in the same measure that the Father loves Him. This gives us the right to stand before God with the confidence as “His favorites”.

- That the world may know that You…have loved them as You have loved Me. (Jn. 17:23)

- As the Father loved Me, I also have loved you; abide in My love. (Jn. 15:9)

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Sunday, May 25, 2008

a warning for me and u

Joy,

worship Jesus, NOT the Internet!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

muscular atrophy started to walk!!

yesterday at school, i prayed for a girl who was born with muscular atrophy. she has no muscle on both of her lower legs. there were two casts on her legs and she use two crutches to walk.

the first time i prayed, we both felt the strong heat on her legs. she was surprised,didn't know what was happening. i told her it's God, He loves to heal you. so i prayed again. i asked her to stand up and try to walk a little bit. i held her up, holding both her hands. she couldn't believe she stood up and started walking...(still in shock). i let her go, "try to walk by yourself" ..
she was walking fine !!

"i have never walk more than 2 steps before!"
yesterday,after the prayer she walked at least 7-8 steps!!!
Praise Jesus~~~~~!!

awesome creative miracles starting to take place at PCC!!

Go,Jesus,Go !!
Make yourself known!!!

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

isaiah 66:1

Isaiah 66:1
This is what the LORD says: "Heaven is my throne, and the earth is my footstool. Where is the house you will build for me? Where will my resting place be?

Friday, May 9, 2008

spirit of God broke down

while i was waiting for Jack's arrival at Tampa airport,Florida. A grandma was a cane was walking towards me with her daughter. immediately, i went up to her and asked whether if i can pray for her leg. she did not speak english, so her daughter said to me, "yea, go ahead!" so i asked the lady where part on her leg needs healing and what happened. the daughter said she has fell and broke her knee.

so i lay my hand on grandma's knee and start asking the power of God to come and heal her. after the first prayer, she did not feel anything. then, i shared couple short testimonies about how the outpouring of God's healing is all over the place right now. it opened up the lady's eyes and increased her hunger. the second time i prayed, grandma felt heat but still couldn't bend her knee.

i asked again, "can i pray for you AGAIN? i totally believe God will heal your knee." After the 3rd prayer, grandma was amazed by the pain was gone, and she can sort of bend her knee and started walking without the cane.

i don't remember if it was the 4th or 5th prayer, God healed grandma's knee COMPLETELY!!!!!!! she can walk without a cane or pain on her knee now!!! Praise Jesus!!!!
i asked grandma how long it has been since she needs to walk with a cane?
9 years!


WOW!!!
After jack,eric,johnny and sarah all arrived, we went to the PayLess Car Rental place. i saw this gentleman bending his leg, his face looked he's in pain. so i grabbed sarah to pray for him. "Sir, are u alright? does your leg needs prayer?" "sure. my hip is hurting really bad"
Sarah and I started asking the spirit of healing will be loosed from heaven.
"how are u feeling now? did u feel anything?"
"Oh...i think i'm better..but still, a little pain."
Sarah and I proclaimed again,let the glory of the Lord fall right now on to this man.
after the 2nd prayer, "how u feel now?"
"Wow...i felt heat! i think i'm alot better now, WOW! it doesn't hurt anymore..."
"Praise God!!!!"
we went to our rental Jeep started our way to Lakeland,FL~
God healed 2 people within 2 hours! creative miracles is what i'm asking for!
more goods coming soon!
Bless you!

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

tmr,lakeland,FL

Hi,Jesus
i'm going to lakeland,FL tomorrow~~can't wait to see your healing power manifest among your people. God,you love to heal.
Jesus, what can i get from lakeland this weekend??

i want to meet you face to face~! God...bring a closer encounter to me...i want your presence only!!
increase my hunger for you,Father! you are the King of Glory!!

Praise you forever and ever!!

love,
joy

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Florida~!

i really wanna go to Florida to get some importation of the Holy power and bring back some fresh anointing of revival!
Anyone wants to go together??

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

lies

" The devil...was a murderer from the beginning, and has nothing to do with the truth, because there is no truth in him. when he lies, he speaks out of his own character, for he is a liar and the father of lies."
John8:44

Monday, April 28, 2008

<3

A cloistered life is what i want.
Lord, saturate me with your Holy Spirit!

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Gab. invasion

First of all, i want to thank J, Mark, Shinny and George for coming, you guys are getting a great reward in heaven!

the more i speak with these young people, the more i feel God's heave heart for them. the more i pray for these young people, the more i feel hunger for their souls. God, i see hope in this generation!

two freshmen girls would just stand in front of us and chatting with us, they wanted to know why are we here, what are we doing....man, these people are innocent and simple, i just wish i can give them everything i have for Jesus!
one of the skaters was telling all his friends to ignore us last week, came up to us today and said, "pray for me,pray for me! i want to be blessed!! bless me!" ...i remember that guy, he almost pushed me away bcuz i was praying for his friend last week. Hey, God is really doing something! i'm proud of being a messenger of Jesus,although people gave me fingers, so what? i "suffered" for His glorious name, and i'm getting a reward for that~~waha!!!
i was praying for this junior,Audrey, i felt there are pregnant girls around him and God is calling him to be the voice to save the unborn. so i asked him,"Audrey, do you know any girl that's pregnant and don't know what to do?" he went,"oh yeah,i do actually." so i prayed that God will give him the word of wisdom and power to speak to those girls, and to save lives. After praying for him, he followed us around as we prayed for others, i can tell through his facial expression that he has hungry to know God. Father, i pray that you would give Audrey more as he desires!

something neat happened..we prayed for this young man on the wheelchair, whose legs were paralyzed since he was born. mark and i lay hands on his legs, asking God for his healing power. He said he felt the tinkling and tickles on his leg. Praise God!!!
omg..so much more we had encountered!

i ask God, "how far will you go for these children,God? how much?"
God asked me, "how far will YOU go for them?"


Lord, i need more of you!

Friday, April 25, 2008

what's on my heart

God has put a burning desire on my heart for my generation.


Father, bring down your heaven! Let your will be done on earth as it is in Heaven. We glorify your name!

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

radical

if i don't pray 1 hour per day, i will fall in temptation.



if you don't pray 1 hour per day, you will fall in temptation.



let's be radical!!!

Sunday, April 20, 2008

krazy weekend~

this weekend was kkkrraazzyyy~ starting from friday, i went to alhambra library at 12 pm, then went to Gabrielino at 2:50pm. God did awesome things among young people.

man, City Invasion is addicting!!!
i found myself being careless of how others look at me; i found myself enjoying doing this for God; i found myself being loved by God.
Lord, decrease myself and increase yourself.

i want importation of faith from your kingdom.
i want to love you more although i don't know how, would you show me!?
i need to surrender my heart,my mind, and my soul before you.




Acts 20:24
"However, I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me—the task of testifying to the gospel of God's grace."


bless u all~God's people.
(preparing for Gab. Invasion this friday at 2:40pm with INVADERS!)

Friday, April 18, 2008

april 18.08

April. 18. 08 School Invasion
11:00am @ Alhambra Library


2:50pm @ Gabrielino H.S.
Jesus' gonna show up tmr,because
HE TOLD ME!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, April 13, 2008

update

~~~~~~~~SPRING BREAK~~~~~~~~
God is awesome.
-Meditation "You have ravished my heart" sos 4:9
+ Pray the verse (Pray Read)
a. believe in the verse as the truth
I believe I have ravished Jesus' heart.
b. obey the verse as the truth
I obey what Jesus' saying, I have ravished His heart.
+ Prayer Dialog
turn this verse to what you wish to say to Him and start dialog with the Spirit.
"Jesus, I'm so glad that my weak love could move your heart. Although sometime i couldn't feel you or your presence, but you never leave me as i committe myself under your Spirit. I love you so much Holy Spirit, you are like my buddy, always here with me; listen to me; help me....Jesus,you are so cool, i feel happy when you say you love me.......love u tons <3"
something like this called prayer dialog, my favorite thing to do! i learned this at ihop, direct dialog with the Holy Spirit inside of you..so cool~ later, u will be hearing His voice just like that!!
bless u all~
tues. 2:30pm Alhambra Library

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

a day with rebecca becky wang

i didn't go to morning class today, because i couldn't get up at 6:46am.
but i had an awesome day with dear rebecca. she got up aroud 7am waiting for me to take her to see Horton,she knocks on my door every 30 mins after then.
at 9:34, finally i couldn't stay on my bed anymore.
after shower, something amazing happened.
i told her we're going to play a game, which is to connect/play with Jesus.
we both lay down eyes closed, i welcomed Holy Spirit to come.
in 1 minute, i asked her to picture Jesus and a cross.
"Did u see Jesus in your picture?"
"Yes"
"How does He look like?"
"He has big beard"
"ok...do u see any color?"
"hmmm...he' s wearing a blue shirt"
"see a corss?"
"yea"
"where is it? how does it look like?"
"next to Jesus..the cross is brown with white-ish color"
5 seconds later...
still becky, "jiejie, i'm starting to cry"
"......................."
"jiejie, why am i crying? " starting to sob.
"It's Jesus, He loves becky."
sobbing louder and louder.
" Jesus likes becky so much, He likes the way you talk, sing, laugh and dance. You are the best. I see Jesus' smiling at you. Did u see that?"
"yes."
"Did u see anything else? is your eyes still closed?"
"yes, i see Jesus' now with a robe."
"Ok...what color is the robe?"
"hmm...green."
"I see Jesus' reaching out His hand to you, and there's a candy in his palm."
immideatly she opened her eyes and look aroud.."where??"
ha.......i didn't know what to say.
later we sang praise songs to Jesus. She loved it.
"wanna play a treasure hunt in your room ?? Sarah found 6 feathers and 7 gemstones in her room. I believe Jesus will bring us surprise~"
"OK,let's do it."

we found so many things in her room,which she all believe they are from Jesus. and i did found a candy in the corner.

we had lots of fun today.




"jiejie, do u know who's my favorite girl?"
"who?"
"YOU!!"
"jiejie, do u know who's my favorite boy?"
"who?"
"JESUS!!"



(it used to be eric = =)

Sunday, April 6, 2008

love

you have ravished my heart by a glance of your eyes.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

+

If the devil can keep us away from Jesus so that the cross becomes nothing more than a "plus sign", a bridege in an illustration or an equation that adds up, then we will lose our love and appreciation for what ctually happened at Calvary.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

have mercy,God

today as i was praying...
the Spirit spoke to me, Jesus died for us because of love, but

why are we afraid of telling our friends that someone has died for them?




i don't know if this make sense to u,,but my heart got hit really hard by this.

God, have mercy.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

happy 19th.

Today is my 19th birthday. Nineteen years ago, God decided to have me on this earth to live a life full of His love and grace. Praise God, His promise never fails, 19 years later, here i am as a young lady living the fullness of my purpose driven life. He has so much grace over me throughout the entire 19 years, even when i was a infant.
Mom told me this when i went back to china 2 months ago.
Couple days before i was born, she was at the hospital getting ready to give birth to me. There were some nuns from a local church came to the hospital visiting a sick lady, who was next to my mom. The nuns were pretty nice, they started sharing how they believed in God and all the testimonies. Mommy was lying on her bed doing nothing, so she overheard all the conversations, and of course, the life changing testimonies.!! Just by overheard a simple testimony, inside of mommy's heart she was literally thinking, "Wow, go to church and believe in God is such a wonderful thing. I'm gonna bring my daughter to church one day and believe in God."
Isn't God real??? when mommy shared this with me...tears were bursting our of my eyes!! How great is my God?? Seriously, it is not a coincidence that you and i are here, WE ARE THE CHOSEN ONES!!!

let me end my birthday blog with Psalm 139. Obviously,David got this very clear revelation of who he was in God, and who God is in him.

1 O LORD, You have searched me and known me. 2 You know my sitting down and my rising up; You understand my thought afar off. 3 You comprehend my path and my lying down, And are acquainted with all my ways. 4 For there is not a word on my tongue, But behold, O LORD, You know it altogether. 5 You have hedged me behind and before, And laid Your hand upon me. 6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; It is high, I cannot attain it. 7 Where can I go from Your Spirit? Or where can I flee from Your presence? 8 If I ascend into heaven, You are there; If I make my bed in hell, behold, You are there. 9 If I take the wings of the morning, And dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, 10 Even there Your hand shall lead me, And Your right hand shall hold me. 11 If I say, “Surely the darkness shall fall[a] on me,” Even the night shall be light about me; 12 Indeed, the darkness shall not hide from You, But the night shines as the day; The darkness and the light are both alike to You. 13 For You formed my inward parts; You covered me in my mother’s womb. 14 I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made;[b] Marvelous are Your works, And that my soul knows very well. 15 My frame was not hidden from You, When I was made in secret, And skillfully wrought in the lowest parts of the earth. 16 Your eyes saw my substance, being yet unformed. And in Your book they all were written, The days fashioned for me, When as yet there were none of them. 17 How precious also are Your thoughts to me, O God! How great is the sum of them! 18 If I should count them, they would be more in number than the sand; When I awake, I am still with You. 19 Oh, that You would slay the wicked, O God! Depart from me, therefore, you bloodthirsty men. 20 For they speak against You wickedly; Your enemies take Your name in vain.[c] 21 Do I not hate them, O LORD, who hate You? And do I not loathe those who rise up against You? 22 I hate them with perfect hatred; I count them my enemies. 23 Search me, O God, and know my heart; Try me, and know my anxieties; 24 And see if there is any wicked way in me, And lead me in the way everlasting.

Monday, March 17, 2008

none

joy is too lazy to post new stuff....

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

HUG

today was just a awesome beautiful day. ( awesome and beautiful are both adjectives, they are both describing the noun"day".) ((thank you professor banks for your wonderful english class...))

wether.com lied.......it said it'll be really hot today, but when i came out with my cute dress, i did not feel any hotness = =.... so everyone in school kinda asked me the same question over and over again, "aren't u cold??" .....ai~~~~~~

when i was at the writing lab, i saw this girl who works there had broke her leg....so i went up to her asked if i can pray for her , because i believe God loves to heal. she said yes and got all excited. i prayed, "Dear heavenly Father, would you open up the heaven and release the spirit of healing upon Tracy right now. You are the God who loves to heal...and i now speak the spirit of healing and restoration to her knee, in the name of Jesus, let her knee get completely healed!!....." after 30 seconds short prayer, i asked her how she's feeling...she's like, "nothing, but a little tingling on my foot." so i shared a little more about how God heals, how people would have different reactions/feelings while they are receving prayer....blah blah....so Tracy goes, "Oh..wow...that's why i had this tingling feeling on my foot. i havn't been feeling anything on my leg ever since i broke my knee!" "WOW !! PRAISE GOD!!!"
ok..here's the regret part....i was going to pray for her again after she had the tingly feeling...but somehow...i just left..... aaaaah!!!! God, forgive me !!!!!! i will pray for her again next time when i see her, promise!!!! i believe you will heal her!!!!!!!

[revelation of the day] You always tell God that you gonna bring people to Him, and you always ask God to give you friends that are open to the gospel. But, why don't we go to the lady on the wheelchair and pray for her, why are we ignoring the people passing by us with crutches? C'mon, can't u see..it's God bringing opportunies for us to share His glory !! Why would someone in your math class just broke his arm during the weekend? If you think talking about Jesus isn't effective to unbelievers? How about some signs and wonders?? If the guy with broken arm encountered God's healing power through your prayer, will this guy give his life to Jesus?? Everyone, let's open up our eyes and see what God has for us everyday~ ~


bless u all~ ^^

btw, nice talking to u,JH (male^^)......be the man who fears God and God alone.

Monday, March 10, 2008

today was sunny and busy..
had a 2 hr brunch with dear annie~ da precious agent!!
the place we went at san marino was really nice and cozy,forgot the name of it = =''.. once again, i love annie's positive attitude toward everything, i learn things from her every time we hang out. (:

Kingdom Identity
Kingdom Authority
Kingdom Territory

i gotta remember them, so next time when someone asks me what's our vision of 2008, i won't be err...errring.

called daddy tonight, found out my grandpa got in to the hospital for the xth time...sign...God, what are u thinking?? can you please just heal him ??!!! i'm really sad to see grandpa in such condition, he would be the least person to get these kinda of disease. now, he can't even move nor talk !!! ahhhh.....i can't do anything but pray. daddy and grandma are the only two people that could stay at hospital and watch grandpa. guessing grandma's doing the day shift, daddy will take over at night....aiiii......i wish i can go back to watch and pray for grandpa. God, when are u going to send down your healing power to heal grandpa's paralleled body? i want to believe ... and i am believing in YOU!!

Dear Father,
Joy loves challengings. She will not complain when trials come, but be patient. Because she understands that hardships help her to grow. Whatever it takes, God, bring it on!! BREAK HER!!!!!!!

"I praise the LORD because He advises me.
Even at night, I feel His leadin.
I keep the LORD before me always.
Because He is close by my side,
I will not be hurt.
So I rejoice and am glad.
Even my body has hope,
because You will not leave me in the grave.
You will not let your holy one rot.
You will teach me how to live a holy life.
Being with you will fill me with joy;
at your right hand I find pleasure forever."
Psaml 16:7-11

Saturday, March 8, 2008

the smell of Jesus

Most hurting kids are missing at least one of three crucial ingredients in their life's cecipe: nurture, acceptance, and genuine love. Kids who are missing one or more of these important staples are swimming in a sea of pain.
That's why a youth worker's role is huge! When we offer these specific ingredients---if w nurture them, accept them, and geuinely love them---we're bringing Jesus close enought for them to smell.
--------Megan Hutchinson

Thursday, March 6, 2008

wonderful God.

my dear honey bunny roomie encouraged me with Romans 8:38 last night.... "nothing above us, nothing below us, nor anything else in the whole world will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

I love Jesus, love the way He is, the way He comforts me...so sweet~~ah!!

today at prayer room, i just simply ask Him to reveal Himself to me and give me more His love...
He is Faithful.

John 1:10-18
v.14 "The Word (Christ) became a human and lived among us. We saw his glory---the glory that belongs to the only Son of the Father---and He was full of grace and truth.


You are my God full of Grace and Truth..please fill me with grace and truth everyday..because i chose to follow you!


ps. [[ONLY]] for Jasmine Ngo, you are a faithful blog commenter..God bless you!!

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

gum

college life= busy + fun - frustration

i fianlly gave my speech today, it was about camera= =...i had to borrow eric's new used film camera to "show off"...
it's so nice to get up in the morning to enjoy the sun light and the fresh air that God has given us daily. Everyday i see beautiful mountain and trees on my way to school, it seems like they are enjoying the busy morning with the soft sun light shine upon them.
Everyday is so normal, yet everyday is so different~

God, i really want to transfer to USC..really! i have this excitment inside of my heart every time i see the logo of USC or anything with the school color and symbol.....ai......dear USC.......

can't believe i got 20/25 on my speech....i could've done better!!!! aaaahhh!!!

Thursday, February 28, 2008

what a nice day.

what a nice day.
ask for the favo of the LORD~
that's what am i gonna do~!

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Survey: Americans switching faiths, dropping out

updated 12:47 p.m. EST, Mon February 25, 2008




(AP) -- The U.S. religious marketplace is extremely volatile, with nearly half of American adults leaving the faith tradition of their upbringing to either switch allegiances or abandon religious affiliation altogether, a new survey finds.

The survey found the Roman Catholic Church has lost more members than any faith tradition.

The study released Monday by the Pew Forum on Religion and Public Life is unusual for it sheer scope, relying on interviews with more than 35,000 adults to document a diverse and dynamic U.S. religious population.
While much of the study confirms earlier findings -- mainline Protestant churches are in decline, non-denominational churches are gaining and the ranks of the unaffiliated are growing -- it also provides a deeper look behind those trends, and of smaller religious groups.
"The American religious economy is like a marketplace -- very dynamic, very competitive," said Luis Lugo, director of the Pew Forum. "Everyone is losing, everyone is gaining. There are net winners and losers, but no one can stand still. Those groups that are losing significant numbers have to recoup them to stay vibrant."
The U.S. Religious Landscape Survey estimates the United States is 78 percent Christian and about to lose its status as a majority Protestant nation, at 51 percent and slipping.
More than one-quarter of American adults have left the faith of their childhood for another religion or no religion at all, the survey found. Factoring in moves from one stream or denomination of Protestantism to another, the number rises to 44 percent.
One in four adults ages 18 to 29 claim no affiliation with a religious institution.
"In the past, certain religions had a real holding power, where people from one generation to the next would stay," said Penn State University sociologist Roger Finke, who consulted in the survey planning. "Right now, there is a dropping confidence in organized religion, especially in the traditional religious forms."
Lugo said the 44 percent figure is "a very conservative estimate," and more research is planned to determine the causes.
"It does seem in keeping with the high tolerance among Americans for change," Lugo said. "People move a lot, people change jobs a lot. It's a very fluid society."
The religious demographic benefiting the most from this religious churn is those who claim no religious affiliation. People moving into that category outnumber those moving out of it by a three-to-one margin.
The majority of the unaffiliated -- 12 percent of the overall population -- describe their religion as "nothing in particular," and about half of those say faith is at least somewhat important to them. Atheists or agnostics account for 4 percent of the total population.
The Roman Catholic Church has lost more members than any faith tradition because of affiliation swapping, the survey found. While nearly one in three Americans were raised Catholic, fewer than one in four say they're Catholic today. That means roughly 10 percent of all Americans are ex-Catholics.
The share of the population that identifies as Catholic, however, has remained fairly stable in recent decades thanks to an influx of immigrant Catholics, mostly from Latin America. Nearly half of all Catholics under 30 are Hispanic, the survey found.
On the Protestant side, changes in affiliation are swelling the ranks of nondenominational churches, while Baptist and Methodist traditions are showing net losses.
Many Americans have vague denominational ties at best. People who call themselves "just a Protestant," in fact, account for nearly 10 percent of all Protestants.
Although evangelical churches strive to win new Christian believers from the "unchurched," the survey found most converts to evangelical churches were raised Protestant.
Hindus claimed the highest retention of childhood members, at 84 percent. The group with the worst retention is one of the fastest growing -- Jehovah's Witnesses. Only 37 percent of those raised in the sect known for door-to-door proselytizing said they remain members.
Among other findings involving smaller religious groups, more than half of American Buddhists surveyed were white, and most Buddhists were converts.
More people in the survey pool identified themselves as Buddhist than Muslim, although both populations were small -- less than 1 percent of the total population. By contrast, Jews accounted for 1.7 percent of the overall population.
The self-identified Buddhists -- 0.7 percent of those surveyed -- illustrate a core challenge to estimating religious affiliation: What does affiliation mean?
It's unclear whether people who called themselves Buddhists did so because they practice yoga or meditation, for instance, or claim affiliation with a Buddhist institution.
The report does not project membership figures for religious groups, in part because the survey is not as authoritative as a census and didn't count children, Lugo said. The U.S. Census does not ask questions on religion. E-mail to a friend

Monday, February 25, 2008

i couldn't fall in sleep on sat. night, thinking about God, the prophesy, and what jack had said, etc. at 4:00am, i decided to talk to God and see how he's doing. God spoke to me like BOOMM in 15 mins,
John 1:1-5
"1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2 He was in the beginning with God. 3 All things were made through Him, and without Him nothing was made that was made. 4 In Him was life, and the life was the light of men. 5 And the light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not comprehend it."

He is the Word, and the Light. As a child of God, my job is to be like Jesus, be the light of the world. V 4 and 5 is becoming my mission statement~^^
for some reason, i knew that this is something Pastor David will share on sunday...and..amamzing, he did...hehe~~~


God bless u all, my borthers and sisters! remember, u'll are the light of this darken world~~~~~SHINE ~~!!!

p.s. Keep praying for me and my school...so far i enjoy all my classes~~hopefully i will win both lost souls and classes by the end of this semester!!

love.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

what are you doing, Joy?

everyone is seekin after the Lord, what are you doing?
what's in your mind everyday??
what are u living for everyday??
are you really happy and satisfy with yourself??
what do u wanna say to God?
what's in your heart??
God, what do u think about Joy?
do you like her?
what kind of person is she in your eyes?
does she love you?
does she care about you?
does she even know you??
what's her siuation? what's her future will be like??
what are u trying to say??
God.......she has so much weight on her heart.
do u think she'll have a breakthrough?
do u think she could overcome it?
what do u want from her?

02-22-08

今天晚上我们去Open Bible参加刘竹春牧师的Prophetic Healing Conference. 我和eric是最后一个被预言祷告的。被祷告之后我的心里沉重。因为我真的不知道自己要的是什么,该怎么做才对,才好。 哎。。神啊,真的有那么复杂吗? 还是我在confuse myself??!!

1.我在左右的看,突然说“我知道了”,心里明白神的旨意。但是常常被reality和神的心意所拉扯着。 Joy,你要定睛仰望上帝。 是为神,不是人。
set boundary between the world and His world.

主啊。。。求你怜悯我。拿走我的骄傲,使孩子可以谦卑的来寻求你。赦免我的罪。教导我怎么样可以定睛遥望你。

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

this love

no love is higher,
no love is wider,
no love is deeper,
no love is like your love.

you have simply touched my heart by a silent rainbow in the blue sky.
my lover loves me, and i love him too.

i would not treat anything for this love.he's all i need.
take me with you my lover, you would not leave me alone, you like to take me everwhere you go. i trust you. i love you.

"young women see me would call me happy" (songs 6:9) because i'm with you.
everything will change, but you.
my god my everything. my strong tower, my refuge.
how much do you love me? show me,show me, i can't wait to find out how much that is !!
how much do i love you? i'll show you,i'll show you, i want to surprise you!

i love you because when i'm weak, you still show interests in me.

my shield and my stronghold, my god in you i trust. i'll run, i'll run, i'll run into your chamber, i'll run after you wherever you go.

how can i express my love to you?
you are more than a lover, more than a friend, more than a savior, more than a king to me....
who i am, that you love the most?? i don't get you sometimes...

Monday, February 18, 2008

~first blog~

Respect the LORD.
woke up around 10 am, thinking about "life style"...what kind of life style do i have?! the answer is ....none. i have no life style ! ..omg, what a loser!! No, i have to have a life style! as i was thinking about the kind of life style i wanted, i started to speak in tongue, which is my favor thing to do, especially when i feel nervous or speechless. "God, you are real, though i can't feel much of your presence, but i still trust in you." my dialog with Him is always touching His heart, praising songs starting fill my mouth, melody,words,thanksgiving...what can be more beautiful than your beloved sings love songs to you!? i ask God for personal encounters, challenges, and a godly life style, eventually, these will testify who i am! ^^V
So i opened the Word of God, Psalm 111 and 112

v.10"Wisdom begins with respect for the LORD; those who obey His orders have good understanding. "
v.1"Happy are those who respect the LORD, who want wht He commands."